next life already

Lyrics

i don't want to tarnish what appears to be my perfect record, by losing my job, i don't want to tarnish what appears to be my perfect record, by leaving my girl, i don't want to tarnish what appears to be my perfect record, by sleeping with a guy, i don't want to tarnish what appears to be my perfect record, by questioning my love, i just wanna float downstream, i just wanna forget everything, i just wanna get to the next life already, i just wanna be okay, i don't want to tarnish what appears to be my perfect record, by leaving my home, i don't want to tarnish what appears to be my perfect record, by admitting i'm broke, i don't want to tarnish what appears to be my perfect record, by quitting my band, i don't want to tarnish what appears to be my perfect record, by losing my mind, i don't want to tarnish what appears to be my perfect record, by blowing out my brains, i don't want to tarnish what appears to be my perfect record, by admitting i'm wrong, i just wanna talk to my mom, i just wanna talk to my dad, i just wanna get to the next life already, i just wanna be okay