let the night (Jin Ye konomama; konya kono mama)

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, nigai you de amai you na kono awa ni, kuguraseru omoi ga hajikeru, karada wa iu koto wo kikanai, "ikanaide" tte, hashitte yukereba ii no ni, hiroi you de semai you na kono basho wa, iitai koto mo nodo ni tsumaru, karada ga kaeritai to nageku, "ikanaide" tte, sakende kureru hito ga ireba naa, nukedasenai, nukekirenai, yoku aru hanashi ja owarenai, kantan ni sameru ki mo nai kara, toriaezu are kudasai, kienai omoi wa, karuku hoterashite tobashite, yubisaki kara hajimaru nanika ni kitai shite, oyoideku oboreteku, konya wa kono mama, awa no naka de nemuretara naa, dandan iki mo dekinakunatte, kokoro no kabe mo anadarake de, seigyo funou kekkou fukou?, jibou jiki desu. sonna ni ooku wa iranai kara, shiawase no yokobou hitotsu kurai de, mitasaretai mitashite mitai, midasaretai aitai, itsuka no dareka ni, yarusenai, yarikirenai, yoku aru hanashi ja owarenai, kantan ni yameru ki mo nai kara, toriaezu are kudasai, ienai omoi wa, karuku nomikonde kakushichatte, hana no saki ni toritsuita honne ni yudan shite, idakareteku damasareteku, konya no yokaze ni, fukarenagara yurenagara, nee mou kaerou kaerou, kage mo mou nee usukunatte, kekkyoku aji no nai ajike no nai, yoru ga nemuru, ienai omoi ga, kasoku suru bakari nan da, tomerarenai, hanatareteku yoru ni naru, watashi wa kono mama, kienai omoi wa, karuku hoterashite tobashite, yubisaki kara hajimaru nanika ni kitai shite, oyoideku oboreteku, konya wa kono mama, awa no naka de nemuretara naa, dareka no ude no naka de, amai yume wo minagara, nemuretara naa, Ku iyoudeGan iyounakonoPao ni, kuguraseruXiang igaDan keru, Ti haYan uShi woWen kanai, tsute, Zou tsuteyukerebaiinoni, Guang iyoudeXia iyounakonoChang Suo ha, Yan itaiShi moHou niJie maru, Ti gaGui ritaitoTan ku, tsute, Jiao ndekureruRen gairebanaa, Ba keChu senai, Ba kekirenai, yokuaruHua ziyaZhong warenai, Jian Dan niLeng meruQi monaikara, toriaezuareXia sai, Xiao enaiXiang iha, Qing kuHuo Zhao raseteFei bashite, Zhi Xian karaShi maruHe kaniQi Dai shite, Yong ideku Ni reteku, Jin Ye hakonomama, Pao noZhong deMian retaranaa, dandanXi modekinakunatsute, Xin noBi moXue darakede, Zhi Yu Bu Neng Jie Gou Bu Xing?, Zi Bao Zi Qi desu. sonnaniDuo kuhairanaikara, Xing senoHeng Bang hitotsukuraide, Man tasaretai Man tashitemitai, Luan saretai Hui itai, itsukanoShui kani, yarusenai, yarikirenai, yokuaruHua ziyaZhong warenai, Jian Dan niCi meruQi monaikara, toriaezuareXia sai, Yan enaiXiang iha, Qing kuYin miIp nde Yin shichiyatsute, Bi noXian niQu riFu itaBen Yin niYou Duan shite, Bao kareteku Pian sareteku, Jin Ye noYe Feng ni, Chui karenagara Yao renagara, nee mou Gui rou Gui rou, Ying mo mou nee Bo kunatsute, Jie Ju Wei nonai Wei Qi nonai, Ye gaMian ru, Yu enaiXiang iga, Jia Su surubakarinanda, Zhi merarenai, Fang tareteku Ye ninaru, Si hakonomama, Xiao enaiXiang iha, Qing kuHuo Zhao raseteFei bashite, Zhi Xian karaShi maruHe kaniQi Dai shite, Yong ideku Ni reteku, Jin Ye hakonomama, Pao noZhong deMian retaranaa, Shui kanoWan noZhong de, Gan iMeng woJian nagara, Mian retaranaa, on this foam; bitter yet sweet, my floating feelings are emerging. my body won't listen to a word. if only i could run and shout, "don't go!", in this place; vast yet cramped, the things i want to say stick in my throat. my body is complaining, it wants to go back. if only there were people to shout, "don't go!", i won't run away. i just can't run away. i won't let it end as just a banal story, and i don't plan on calming down that easily, so for now, just give me that. these feelings that won't disappear, make me blush slightly and let me fly. i have expectations of something, that would start from the tip of my fingers. just swimming, sinking, if only i could sleep, just like this in the foam tonight. it's getting harder and harder to breathe. the wall of my heart is also covered with holes. i'm out of control, that's some misfortune?, now i'm despairing. i don't need that many of them, so i just want one grip on happiness. i want to be fulfilled. i want to help someone be fulfilled. i want to get confused by someone, and someday meet that someone. i won't do it. i just can't do it. i won't let it end as just a banal story, and i don't plan on giving up that easily, so for now, just give me that. i casually hold back the feelings, i can't express, hiding them. careless about the real intention i had in front of my nose, i was embraced, and then deceived. while the night wind is blowing on me, while i'm swaying. hey, let's go back now, let's go back. even the shadows. have now grown thin. in the end, a flavorless, insipid night, is now asleep. the feelings i can't fix, are only going faster. i can't stop them. this night is being set free, and here i am just like this. these feelings that won't disappear, make me blush slightly and let me fly. i have expectations of something, that would start from the tip of my fingers. just swimming, sinking, if only i could sleep, just like this in the foam tonight. if only i could sleep, in someone's arms, and see a sweet dream.