in black

Lyrics

i inhale take it in the hate the anger, it clouds my thinking it pulls me under, further further my eyes lose sight, my ears grow deaf my mouth is gagged, i exhale get rid of confusion, returning my focus i try to keep my grip, closer closer lights come on, to kill the black festering inside, i inhale i choke i exhale i choke, i crawl you kick i choke on hope, if i, swallow everything that you give, to me i would vomit on this world, i see your delight in my mistakes, using my shortcomings to your full advantage, you're full i'm empty the story old and stale, a thousand times over torn to laugh, as i sit crying whining in selfishness