if this ship sinks (i give in)

Lyrics

i'm trying to get my head straight, i'm playing in game that i can't win, i started in the wrong place, a slap to the cold face of love, i wanna stop this god damn beating heart, it's killing me, this is killing me, i'm trying to get my head straight, i didn't see the warning signs ahead, i feeling like a dead weight long gone, if i could make it all right i would, i never thought i'd say these things to you, and it's killing me, this is killing me, i can't stop this train i can't get off, but i can't go back i've come too far to stop, there's too many signs to read them all, there's too many roads i need to stumble down, i've gotta get my head straight, i never thought a day like this would come, i'll never be the same way as once, i wanna know if this is for real, i've gotta know what fate has planned for me, i give in, i give in, i give in, i give in, believe me when i say, there's something i wish i could say, you were always so good to me, even when it's so hard to be, i sailed myself too far out to sea, on favoured whims that wont sing for me, there'll be no rescue no finding me, as i become an old memory, you once knew, you once knew, it's silent as i sink into the sea, weightless as the tide carries me, to darker water where i believe, something's down here waiting for me, the numbing cold is taking from me, everything i'm so far beneath, my eyes they open one last time to see, you are staring right back me