i wonder

Lyrics

all alone the broadening skies, under the every night i will lie, scratching claw and grip the rails, every day my living hell, oh god you know i've tried, i know how hard i tried, and oh i tried. hey i'd like to daze away to a, place like no one has known, in a state of mind i could call mine, that only i could own, where i could hum a tune anytime, i choose, and then there is no such thing as time, where i can feel no pain just calm and sane, what a place for one to find, now you see i'm watching everything, i do and they're watching everything i say, why wont they leave me be?, why am i even here? i wonder, you leave me wondering, won't you stop watching me, i said they're watching me, watching me, watching me, now in my corner i got the ceiling in my eyes, arms holding up my knees, and rocking back and forth's my life, i didn't mean to feel this way, when i walked into the door, lord, then they ripped away my memories, and i cant remember who i was before. and i only wanted to be 16 and free.