anxiety (alt version)

Lyrics

what if i'm not good enough, to get the things that i really want?, what if i'm too old and my heart's too cold, and i'm just selfishly possessed by desires?, that i don't understand, they don't heed my command, what if this is getting out of hand?, i feel the future slip away from me, it's unraveling like a ball of string, turn the lights out, i'll hide my anxiety, obviously, i could take a chance, i could see where it leads, obviously, i could take a chance but it terrifies me, i think i lost my confidence, i must have left it in an empty glass, should've been more kind, showed up on time, but i'm just recklessly possessed by desire, to try something new, now i'm left feeling blue, tell me if the story is boring you, i feel the future slip away from me, it's unraveling like a ball of string, turn the lights out i'll hide my anxiety, obviously, i could take a chance, i could see where it leads, obviously, i could take a chance but it terrifies me, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, obviously, i could take a chance, i could see where it leads, obviously, i could take a chance but it terrifies me, anxiety, i could take a chance, i could see where it leads, anxiety, i could take a chance but it terrifies me