ambivalent peaks

Lyrics

can't find the forest, too stuck on trees, but now you're invested, so i'm left pretending, it's all i can see, i asked for a window, to open my cell, you came as kaleidoscopes, climbing, colliding, you came as yourself, whether i'm ready, is not up to me, we go where we're ordered, to bunker or breach, to the close of creation, as shells and stories, a spiral staircase, astoria, queens, i claimed you while conscious, got sleepy, forgetful, and lost you in dreams, you folded your leg, right foot to left knee, you laughed at my back, said you could not believe, how violent i could be, just brushing my teeth, drove from the service, the truth in my teeth, my woman beside me, a clutch of hydrangeas, a strange sort of peace, in loss, i'm made certain, unveiled clarity, it's you i will marry, my lover, my family, you always will be, but every word, seemed too small to speak, so we watched the sky reach, ambivalent peaks, we made our projections, present and free