alone in a room

Lyrics

i've been away, a little while, sometimes i just can't help myself, when my mind's running wild, i seem to lose grip on reality, and i try to disregard the crazy things, the voices tell me to do but it's no use, i tried to own it, write songs about it, believe me, i tried, in the end i needed to breathe, find inspiration, some kind of purpose, to take a second to face the shit that makes me me, all i needed was the last thing i wanted, to sit alone in a room and say it all out loud, every moment, every second, every trespass, every awful thing, every broken dream, a couple years back and forth with myself in a cage, banging my head against the wall, tryna put words on a page, all i needed was the last thing i wanted, to be alone in a room, alone in a room, i saw the world a couple times, tried to cure the ache with absence, but that hole was still a hole, and my mind kept playing tricks on me, feeling older every day, took everything i had to not crash and burn, but i'm starting to learn, sometimes i'll fall down, sometimes i'll lose hope, but those days will be few if i keep my feet on the ground, i might be lonely but i ain't alone here, so i keep pushing the limits of what makes me me, all i needed was the last thing i wanted, to sit alone in a room and say it all out loud, every moment, every second, every trespass, every awful thing, every broken dream, a couple years back and forth with myself in a cage, banging my head against the wall, tryna put words on a page, all i needed was the last thing i wanted, to be alone in a room, alone in a room, i can be better than i was, i can be better than i am, all i needed was the last thing i wanted, to sit alone in a room, all i needed was the last thing i wanted, to sit alone in a room and say it all out loud, every moment, every second, every trespass, every awful thing, every broken dream, a couple years back and forth with myself in a cage, banging my head against the wall, tryna put words on a page, all i needed was the last thing i wanted, to be alone in a room, alone in a room